[jayjay283]

Man Harold, im sorry for jacking up your thread. I saw the pic of you and you kid all smiles and so happy and it really made me do some soul searching and take some time for introspection. Gee, I was a crap parent, I get it. He has no other father and if I fail him its going to be on all Americans to deal with it. All of your words have made such a difference in a couple peoples lives. He is walking around joking and enjoying life, looking forward to school tomorrow. You don't know how much joy that gives me and you all set me in the right direction. ...A lady came over last night and wanted me to sign a card for the neighbor. His 15 year old daughter hung herself with a belt in the closet, I saw her 2 days ago playing volleyball in the front yard. Today some kid showed up at school and had 10 pipe bombs a shotgun and a chainsaw in Cali. Just stuff like that made me afraid to try and succeed with him because if I failed what are the consequences. Should you change the title of this thread to Jays depressing baby whining ? Just want you to know alls good and its because of you.